i found a picture of us from 9th grade in mrs. kennedy’s class. i’m not gonna post it, cause…. well, you’ll see when you get it in the mail. ;) 

so, i saw you today for the first time in months, and it made me miss you. not as in i want you completely back in my life yet. it’s more of a, “can we please just be friends because i still care about you deep, deep down inside.” i miss telling you everything about my life and what’s going on. i miss hearing about everything that’s going on in your life and what’s going on. i miss texting from sunrise to sunset. i miss you always playing with my hair. i miss you, and you have to miss me, too, right? i just wish i could take it all back, and we wouldn’t be this way anymore. i wouldn’t be sitting across from you, having to make lame jokes and awkward eye contact. i miss having you in my life soooo much. you said we would make plans to hang out. when are we gonna do that? can it be next week? because you’ve kinda been out of my life for a year, and i’d really like to take advantage of the time you have here. but you’ve been spreading rumors about me, and i don’t like that. how would you feel if i told everyone about what you’ve done? i’m sure you wouldn’t think too highly of me after that. maybe it’s because it’s late at night and everyone i would normally talk to has gone to bed…. i just really miss you.